LOV-ED

LOV-ED

He loved to play with her hairs, 

He loved to watch her smile, 

He loved to take her care, 

He loved to hold her hand, 

He loved to be too close, 

He loved to hear her breath, 

But he ended her world by letting her know he lov-ed ........ 

fucked up life

Fucked up life  

In your eyes there is something dude 

Deep, dark holding a devilish view, 

So tell me what do you think you do 

Stare in her eyes to make her fool ,

All left in tears and pain for life 

This is how?! you rule our lives.... 

simple or confusing 

Love is always more than what it seems

maybe!!

It's confusing or may be not ?

What if it's all in our mind 

All those complications & all those connections 

maybe !!!

If not how simple is it ?

To fall in love...fall for one you never thought 

That unexpected person

maybe!!!!

You never knew him better than now isn't it ?

Now you love the person with whom, you use to have fights

now you feel 

You was always meant to be with each other

maybe!!!!!

how simple is it? or how confusing is it to understand love 

FORGETTING YOU

The day i'll stop fighting for you, on hearing any thing bad about you.

The day i'll stop smiling on the  memories with you. 

The day i'll stop blaming myself for everything wrong to me ,done by you.

The day i'll stop caring for you. 

That day every single part of this nature will cry. 

That day  each fragment of my innerself will fade. 

That day i'll forever forget you!!!

forever forget you.............    

FROM THE DAY 

From the day of our first hug,

to the day you left me for nothing 

I learnt you 

From the day i saw you with someone else,

to the day i saw you leaving her for nothing too 

I graduated you 

HER ANODYNE

HER ANODYNE 

He was an anodyne, 

A passionate love of her,

Who reformed her, 

In ambience of love,

She was an amazon, 

He calmed her pain, 

He made her appraise herself, 

He made her liberal, 

Then at the apex.. he made a run, 

And it all ended in days of none,

World got the thunder and her eyes got rain, 

And that took away her anodyne,

And now she is an amazon again forever in pain...........

MEANINGS OF WORDS USED-----------     

ANODYNE: PAINKILLER
                                                                           
                  AMBIENCE: AURA// ATMOSPHERE
                                                                                     
                                                   AMAZON: WOMAN WITH DESPIRATION OF FIGHT // DEPRESSED ANGUISH WOMAN

HOW THE NIGHTS ARE SPENT

At night , she was awake .

Edge of eyes , where she noticed tears.

A nightmare ,what she wanted to call.

For one , who was the sake. 

Couldn't as she was aware.

Opening blinds, looking at stars ,his name ,was the one she wanted to call .

Silently she screams, with watery eyes in the dark.

So full in herself, nothing could she bare.

Nothing , could be done so far.

that's how the nights are spent in the dark 

BREAK--O--BREAK

Down they break 

Apart in pices 

The crystal of heart full of Love, 

By just a strong betrayal wind ; they break 

The spilled love acquired the property of mercury to gather,    

But this time it spilled so far ; this is how they break 

This break goes on for lonely single soul 

Till every single flare of love fall 

This is how they break 

Break-o-Break 

How badly they break 

ALL GOES IN VAIN

THINKING,  THE HEARTS WINS OR BRAIN GOES IN VAIN 
NEVER SOUND OF THE HEART CAN COMPETE WITH SILENCE OF BRAIN

NEVER THE EMOTIONS OF HEART CAN BE COMPETED BY BRAIN,
BOTH END UP FIGHTING TILL AEON  

ITS NEVER DECIDED WHO'LL WIN NEVER ACCEPTED WHO WON, 
THIS BATTLE ASSASSINATED THE SOUL 
BUT SOMA CAN'T REST IN CASKET OF GOLD